Hi Majorie,
It is with a heavy, love-filled heart that I do write you these words. How are you doing? I hope the flowers I sent you the last time worked some magic.
Since the last time I visited you, I have never been able to sit for a minute comfortably in the church room. all what the pastor has been preaching about is pre-marital sex and the fact that God hates it. Sometimes, I am forced to think that he knows what happened between you and I the last time we met.
My dear, do you feel this guilty as I do? Or maybe, you are able to go to church freely without feeling any guilt. But come to think of it, can we do without sex till we are married? Hmmm. I have been thinking. If I decide not to touch you until marriage, will you still be my side? Can we really forget about all the "dirty" things that have happened between us and decide to go clean until marriage?
My dear, I should have listened to you the first night you said "we should wait". I know I should have listened. But you should have persisted also. You should have found a way to help me do the right thing. I don't really blame you but I blame you. We should have remained chaste until marriage.
Yours Ever,
Everlast.